falling

When my ex and I split I listened to this song over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

I haven’t listened to it in years, but when I googled “falling” Alica Keys came up because of her single and that made me think of this song, which makes me think of falling way more than her single called Falling does so there you are.

I googled “falling” because lately I feel like I am.  It’s what I was talking about the other day, this sense of moving towards something at great velocity.  And yes, it was the earthquake the other night that got me noticing it, and now I can’t ignore the sensation any longer, I just feel as if I’m falling.  I keep having that sensation you get in your tummy when you go over a hill really fast – or at the top of a roller coaster before it descends.  It’s not entirely a bad feeling, it’s just unavoidable, and I can’t make it stop.

…& you know what?  I’m not sure I want to.

I’m feelin’ prepared
& I’m feelin’ a little more ready for the world,
& less lost
as I once was

come on